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29 0 10 July, 2019
An open letter to my favorite beverage

Dear Coke

Hey, how's uh..? Doing good these days right ? Well you've always been evergreen till date. And so is your company to me, 'EVERGREEN'. That day I was totally annoyed by this 'VIRTUAL REALITY'; those faces behind the mask, the fake promises, game of emotions and what not. I was sitting quiet at the cornermost table of the cafe. Hidden behind the crowd were two strangers, that is, you and me. 
It's not that I don't have friends to hang out with. It's not that I'm coward. It's not that I can't express myself.But, what if I put the bulk of emotions kept over my back in front of them ? Nothing really matters. It would be considered just a mere joke.

But that day you accompanied me. You made me feel like I'm out of the world. I remember the way I was holding you on one hand and acting like a drunkard.

Yes I was drunk. I was drunk with the bitter past, vulnerable truth, overwhelmed emotions, broken heart and shattered dreams. And then I drank you in order to try to deviate myself from those memories. I knew a mere beverage can't do that. It's not that easy.

I just wanted to sit away from the crowd and spend some time with myself. But I didn't knew when that loneliness got filled by a companion for a while.

That day you helped me escape from that bag of worse memories and start afresh. You helped me put life in a deadbody with a floundering soul. 
To me you are not just another way through which I started my life once again. You mean alot. My broken heart got healed just because of you. That day you made me love myself instead of running behind someone who gives just a mere tag and a bulk of fake promises in return.

Thanks for your company at that instant of time when I was dying deep down.

Yours lovingly
A broken heart that got healed by you .
.
-HARSHITA VERMA
@the_quotes_of_mine

An open letter to my favorite beverage

Dear Coke

Hey, how's uh..? Doing good these days right ? Well you've always been evergreen till date. And so is your company to me, 'EVERGREEN'. That day I was totally annoyed by this 'VIRTUAL REALITY'; those faces behind the mask, the fake promises, game of emotions and what not. I was sitting quiet at the cornermost table of the cafe. Hidden behind the crowd were two strangers, that is, you and me.
It's not that I don't have friends to hang out with. It's not that I'm coward. It's not that I can't express myself.But, what if I put the bulk of emotions kept over my back in front of them ? Nothing really matters. It would be considered just a mere joke.

But that day you accompanied me. You made me feel like I'm out of the world. I remember the way I was holding you on one hand and acting like a drunkard.

Yes I was drunk. I was drunk with the bitter past, vulnerable truth, overwhelmed emotions, broken heart and shattered dreams. And then I drank you in order to try to deviate myself from those memories. I knew a mere beverage can't do that. It's not that easy.

I just wanted to sit away from the crowd and spend some time with myself. But I didn't knew when that loneliness got filled by a companion for a while.

That day you helped me escape from that bag of worse memories and start afresh. You helped me put life in a deadbody with a floundering soul.
To me you are not just another way through which I started my life once again. You mean alot. My broken heart got healed just because of you. That day you made me love myself instead of running behind someone who gives just a mere tag and a bulk of fake promises in return.

Thanks for your company at that instant of time when I was dying deep down.

Yours lovingly
A broken heart that got healed by you .
.
-HARSHITA VERMA
@the_quotes_of_mine

96 7 6 May, 2019
It's time to be MAGIC!!!
🔹️
I've put myself out there. I'm leaning in. I'm being vulnerable.
🔹️ I'm making enemies and opposition.
🔹️
I'm building character. Becoming aware of what I'm capable of. I'm taking a chance.
🔹️
AND.🔸️ It's hard.🔸️ It's scary.🔸️ It even hurts a bit.
🔹️
BUT...it's me living courageously as ME.
🔹️
It's me making something out of life.
🔹️
It's 100% worthy it.🔸️ It's FREEDOM.
🔹️
It's ME. Being ME. Doing ME.
🔹️ Are you one of the magic people of our world?🤔

It's time to be MAGIC!!!
🔹️
I've put myself out there. I'm leaning in. I'm being vulnerable.
🔹️ I'm making enemies and opposition.
🔹️
I'm building character. Becoming aware of what I'm capable of. I'm taking a chance.
🔹️
AND.🔸️ It's hard.🔸️ It's scary.🔸️ It even hurts a bit.
🔹️
BUT...it's me living courageously as ME.
🔹️
It's me making something out of life.
🔹️
It's 100% worthy it.🔸️ It's FREEDOM.
🔹️
It's ME. Being ME. Doing ME.
🔹️ Are you one of the magic people of our world?🤔

14 2 15 April, 2019

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I can’t articulate myself the way I used to. I blame my mental illnesses for that. Because when I do, the words are all jumbled in my head and I can’t sort them out. They are all there but never in the right order or with the right emphasis. I imagine I am not alone in this. So when you hear a friend or loved one speak and the words are a little off or way too honest, STOP and LISTEN. There is a lot of what you see in the picture happening in that moment. Be understanding and hear the emotions in order to beat support us. That’s all we ask even though we will never really ask. 💚💚 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #depression #anxiety #tryingtoexpressmyself #tryingtoexpressmyfeelings #wordsarehard #support #listen #hear #beunderstanding #bepatient #help

I can’t articulate myself the way I used to. I blame my mental illnesses for that. Because when I do, the words are all jumbled in my head and I can’t sort them out. They are all there but never in the right order or with the right emphasis. I imagine I am not alone in this. So when you hear a friend or loved one speak and the words are a little off or way too honest, STOP and LISTEN. There is a lot of what you see in the picture happening in that moment. Be understanding and hear the emotions in order to beat support us. That’s all we ask even though we will never really ask. 💚💚 #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #mentalillness #mentalillnessawareness #depression #anxiety #tryingtoexpressmyself #tryingtoexpressmyfeelings #wordsarehard #support #listen #hear #beunderstanding #bepatient #help

18 0 13 December, 2018
It's time to be MAGIC!!!
🔹️
I've put myself out there. I'm leaning in. I'm being vulnerable.
🔹️ I'm making enemies and opposition.
🔹️
I'm building character. Becoming aware of what I'm capable of. I'm taking a chance.
🔹️
AND.🔸️ It's hard.🔸️ It's scary.🔸️ It even hurts a bit.
🔹️
BUT...it's me living courageously as ME.
🔹️
It's me making something out of life.
🔹️
It's 100% worthy it.🔸️ It's FREEDOM.
🔹️
It's ME. Being ME. Doing ME.
🔹️ Are you one of the magic people of our world?🤔

It's time to be MAGIC!!!
🔹️
I've put myself out there. I'm leaning in. I'm being vulnerable.
🔹️ I'm making enemies and opposition.
🔹️
I'm building character. Becoming aware of what I'm capable of. I'm taking a chance.
🔹️
AND.🔸️ It's hard.🔸️ It's scary.🔸️ It even hurts a bit.
🔹️
BUT...it's me living courageously as ME.
🔹️
It's me making something out of life.
🔹️
It's 100% worthy it.🔸️ It's FREEDOM.
🔹️
It's ME. Being ME. Doing ME.
🔹️ Are you one of the magic people of our world?🤔

14 2 15 April, 2019
New post‼️Go to Music From The Heart (link in bio) #wordpress #wordpressblogger #queen #adamlambert #musicblog #musiclover #livemusic #music #tryingtoexpressmyself #igers

New post‼️Go to Music From The Heart (link in bio) #wordpress #wordpressblogger #queen #adamlambert #musicblog #musiclover #livemusic #music #tryingtoexpressmyself #igers

19 1 8 June, 2018
Mom wouldn’t let me bark at the neighbors’ dog, so obviously I’m pouting. Does the black and white make me look more melancholy? #tryingtoexpressmyself #puggleproblems #pugglestruggle #thestruggleisreal #notallowedtobark #lifeisruff

Mom wouldn’t let me bark at the neighbors’ dog, so obviously I’m pouting. Does the black and white make me look more melancholy? #tryingtoexpressmyself #puggleproblems #pugglestruggle #thestruggleisreal #notallowedtobark #lifeisruff

156 8 18 October, 2017