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8 1 24 minutes ago

I know better than most what it’s like to be on the wrong end of a twisted story. I’ve been the subject of rumours since I was a child, I was deemed a slut before I ever had my first kiss, I was self centred for wanting to better myself, I’ve been labelled toxic, tragic, home wrecker and whore by people that understood absolutely nothing about me.But I know at the end of the day my truth will always live in me, and the hate they spew stems only from weakness not strength.I’ve spent my life letting shit roll off my back and shovelling myself out from the graves people try to bury me in. And so I fucking own it, if we need to be the bad guy in someone else’s story to be the hero in our own. So fucking be it. .
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I know better than most what it’s like to be on the wrong end of a twisted story. I’ve been the subject of rumours since I was a child, I was deemed a slut before I ever had my first kiss, I was self centred for wanting to better myself, I’ve been labelled toxic, tragic, home wrecker and whore by people that understood absolutely nothing about me.But I know at the end of the day my truth will always live in me, and the hate they spew stems only from weakness not strength.I’ve spent my life letting shit roll off my back and shovelling myself out from the graves people try to bury me in. And so I fucking own it, if we need to be the bad guy in someone else’s story to be the hero in our own. So fucking be it. .
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4 0 25 minutes ago

| quiet, and listen carefully |
#micropoems #micropoetry #shortpoem #epigrams

| quiet, and listen carefully | 
#micropoems #micropoetry #shortpoem #epigrams
1 1 26 minutes ago
i am stuck in the in-between.

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7 1 45 minutes ago

hey everyone, my apologies. i don't know how long it's been since i posted, but i messed up my sleep schedule, forgot to take my pills one morning, then the next, and a week went by and i had a bad breakdown during and after my english final before i realized my mistake. anyway, that's why no poetry has been posted. sorry, i know, excuses excuses 😅 this is one i wrote after watching my brother (and the rest of the Reinhardt chorale) perform a Christmas concert. i hope you like it, and again, my apologies. i will try to post a little more frequently.
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hey everyone, my apologies. i don't know how long it's been since i posted, but i messed up my sleep schedule, forgot to take my pills one morning, then the next, and a week went by and i had a bad breakdown during and after my english final before i realized my mistake. anyway, that's why no poetry has been posted. sorry, i know, excuses excuses 😅 this is one i wrote after watching my brother (and the rest of the Reinhardt chorale) perform a Christmas concert. i hope you like it, and again, my apologies. i will try to post a little more frequently.
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6 0 52 minutes ago
For today feeling a bit blue, a bit loss.

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3 0 53 minutes ago

"How do you feel?"
"I feel black."
"You mean blue."
"Black. Blue is teary and melancholic and hopeless. Black is when my insides are turned out. Friends begin to look like foes. Loathing for myself and others floods me and I can't come up for breath."
"How does it go away?"
"When love finds me in unexpected ways."

"How do you feel?"
"I feel black."
"You mean blue."
"Black. Blue is teary and melancholic and hopeless. Black is when my insides are turned out. Friends begin to look like foes. Loathing for myself and others floods me and I can't come up for breath."
"How does it go away?"
"When love finds me in unexpected ways."
20 2 55 minutes ago

'You were the stranger I recognized.'✨🦢✨

'You were the stranger I recognized.'✨🦢✨
22 5 1 hour ago

Nature never comes to reassure me that it loves me,
It's just consistently there
Silently watching over me
Silently caressing my soul
Being there in all my ups and downs
Bringing me joy and tears
Whispering nothing but peace in my heart
And all the while I know I'm loved.

People around keep telling me
They love me
But as soon as I turn around
I find myself alone
Gasping for air
Reaching out for twigs
And all I come up with is emptiness
And maybe that's why I don't find love in humans
Maybe,
Just maybe, that's why even with all the affection I crave,
I always end up running away from the declaration and assurance of love
For all the while
Even with all the words
I know deep down
This ain't love.

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Nature never comes to reassure me that it loves me,
It's just consistently there
Silently watching over me
Silently caressing my soul
Being there in all my ups and downs
Bringing me joy and tears
Whispering nothing but peace in my heart
And all the while I know I'm loved.

People around keep telling me
They love me
But as soon as I turn around
I find myself alone
Gasping for air
Reaching out for twigs
And all I come up with is emptiness
And maybe that's why I don't find love in humans
Maybe,
Just maybe, that's why even with all the affection I crave,
I always end up running away from the declaration and assurance of love
For all the while
Even with all the words
I know deep down
This ain't love.

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37 3 1 hour ago

When the self-love grows in their presence.

When the self-love grows in their presence.
18 5 1 hour ago

Everything by Edward Racey

You are my partner in crime
You are my one last hope
If I’m ever at the end of a noose
Will you be there to cut me from the rope

Without you here I am nothing
Without you I’m just worthless skin
A disappointment mostly to myself
Both a never was
And a never has been

You are the sun in my sky
You give color to my universe
And if I ever begin to wilt away
Will you be the rain to quench my thirst

Without you here my story ends
Without you my history is incomplete
Memories engrained so deep within my mind
My cloud filled with endless images of you
Forever unable to press my finger on delete

So even if you never hear my voice again
Even if these words go forever unseen
I guess what I’m trying to say is
That you are my everything 🖤🖤🖤 #lovepoems #love #twinflame #soulmate #lovepoetry #poetscommunity #igpoets #poetsofig #instapoetry #poem
#truelove #relationships #honesty #communication #spilledwords #spilledthoughts #poetryislife #recovery

Everything by Edward Racey

You are my partner in crime
You are my one last hope
If I’m ever at the end of a noose
Will you be there to cut me from the rope

Without you here I am nothing
Without you I’m just worthless skin
A disappointment mostly to myself
Both a never was 
And a never has been

You are the sun in my sky
You give color to my universe
And if I ever begin to wilt away
Will you be the rain to quench my thirst

Without you here my story ends
Without you my history is incomplete
Memories engrained so deep within my mind
My cloud filled with endless images of you
Forever unable to press my finger on delete

So even if you never hear my voice again
Even if these words go forever unseen
I guess what I’m trying to say is
That you are my everything 🖤🖤🖤 #lovepoems #love #twinflame #soulmate #lovepoetry #poetscommunity #igpoets #poetsofig #instapoetry #poem 
#truelove #relationships #honesty #communication #spilledwords #spilledthoughts #poetryislife #recovery
21 2 1 hour ago

*** just a thingy...
I'm waking up feeling good... I was gonna do my update on a selfie for you guys but I do not like selfies like I used too... buuut still I'm gonna update you - what do you guys wanna know - ask me anything. Justin furstenfeld refers to himself as an (open book) I feel very similar in some ways. I am very open ... the only (block) per say that I have is actually going into (details) about n ecessarly the actual ' scenarios ' are that swallow the void, consuming me. I have not ever been able to open up about those . I keep very vague as They are haunting and scary and feel very real to me. A very alternate reality then the one (the rest of the world) docters and loved ones refer to as sanity and believe I am experiencing " #psychosis " ' this ' has been going on for over 21 years.
Ok I dunno where I was going with (all that) but ok well back to update - I winded up seeing psychatrist and she advised me very strongly that I needed my haldol shot. I did get (I was four weeks late) and she doubled my wellebutrin. I already can know I feel alot better and way less #anxiety and I can actually leave my apartment and function. I am able to get out from under covers and paint... I'm hoping to get back to my poetry.
I miss writing. Have not been able to write in my journal - next to nil...
I went shopping yesterday with my mom... got the son and husband presents and so excited for them to have... can't wait to see their faces on Christmas morning. We have our tree up alot earlier this year too. My dragon enjoys being in it . I will have to post a photo. He's a Chinese water dragon.
Are you each in Christmas spirit? I've not been for a couple years but this year I feel ' better '
Ok running out of room. Thanks if you actually read this all the way thru.
- yesterday

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*** just a thingy...
I'm waking up feeling good... I was gonna do my update on a selfie for you guys but I do not like selfies like I used too... buuut still I'm gonna update you - what do you guys wanna know - ask me anything. Justin furstenfeld refers to himself as an (open book) I feel very similar in some ways. I am very open ... the only (block) per say that I have is actually going into (details) about n ecessarly <what> the actual ' scenarios ' are that swallow the void, consuming me. I have not ever been able to open up about those .  I keep very vague as They are haunting and scary and feel very real to me. A very alternate reality then the one (the rest of the world) docters and loved ones refer to as sanity and believe I am experiencing " #psychosis " ' this ' has been going on for over 21 years. 
Ok I dunno where I was going with (all that) but ok well back to update - I winded up seeing psychatrist and she advised me very strongly that I needed my haldol shot. I did get (I was four weeks late) and she doubled my wellebutrin. I already can know I feel alot better and way less #anxiety and I can actually leave my apartment and function. I am able to get out from under covers and paint... I'm hoping to get back to my poetry. 
I miss writing. Have not been able to write in my journal - next to nil...
I went shopping yesterday with my mom... got the son and husband presents and so excited for them to have... can't wait to see their faces on Christmas morning. We have our tree up alot earlier this year too. My dragon enjoys being in it . I will have to post a photo. He's a Chinese water dragon.
Are you each in Christmas spirit? I've not been for a couple years but this year I feel ' better ' 
Ok running out of room. Thanks if you actually read this all the way thru.
- yesterday

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8 1 1 hour ago

~she slips through the leaves that bind her forest together,
the scratch of her siblings still lingering on her skin.
shimmering purple, her bruises echo fruits,
now ripe on the trees she left in
sin.
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they say a fairy sleeps on this hill, where winds wander free
of direction and grass blades dance through the dew.
he waits for her at the foot, burying his toes in the
the path he wants to
woo.
.
in between her fingers she holds a leaf that takes each
breath she makes on this journey from her lair.
on her thigh, she rests the palm that hides
the stalk of her sibling from his
stare.
.
they walk up together, painting a hill he knows from memories
that wilt the more they climb and create their way.
green blends to blue, but as their brushes
touch the summit, he turns and flies
away.
.
schiehallion awakens from her slumber, her beating wings
spilling paint that stains this canvas they called home.
but her flutter ceases at a leaf shaped like her sister
and white like the wind she’d never
know.~
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‘Fairy Hill’, a poem inspired by fairy hill Schiehallion in the Scottish Munros. I climbed this mountain last April, fuelling my growing interest in nature, myths and fairytales. I thought it went well with these images, which I took on a lunchtime walk around Ashton Court last week. Words are my own.

~she slips through the leaves that bind her forest together,
the scratch of her siblings still lingering on her skin.
shimmering purple, her bruises echo fruits,
now ripe on the trees she left in
sin.
.
they say a fairy sleeps on this hill, where winds wander free
of direction and grass blades dance through the dew.
he waits for her at the foot, burying his toes in the
the path he wants to
woo.
.
in between her fingers she holds a leaf that takes each
breath she makes on this journey from her lair.
on her thigh, she rests the palm that hides
the stalk of her sibling from his
stare.
.
they walk up together, painting a hill he knows from memories
that wilt the more they climb and create their way.
green blends to blue, but as their brushes
touch the summit, he turns and flies
away.
.
schiehallion awakens from her slumber, her beating wings
spilling paint that stains this canvas they called home.
but her flutter ceases at a leaf shaped like her sister
and white like the wind she’d never
know.~
.
.
.
‘Fairy Hill’, a poem inspired by fairy hill Schiehallion in the Scottish Munros. I climbed this mountain last April, fuelling my growing interest in nature, myths and fairytales. I thought it went well with these images, which I took on a lunchtime walk around Ashton Court last week. Words are my own.
20 1 1 hour ago

i came across this sign a while back that said ‘feed me tacos and tell me i’m pretty’ which has pretty much been my mood these last couple months like is that too much to ask for? 🥴😅🤤☺️ .
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just feed me tacos 🌮 tbh .
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i came across this sign a while back that said ‘feed me tacos and tell me i’m pretty’ which has pretty much been my mood these last couple months like is that too much to ask for? 🥴😅🤤☺️ .
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just feed me tacos 🌮 tbh .
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#avoicefromfaraway #feelingmyself #communityofpoetry #abodeofpoets #madewords #penupthoughts #poetcommunity #poetryaccount #poetrylovers #poetsandwriters #poetslife #spilledthoughts #spilledinkpoetry #shortpoems #thecultivatedfool #wordsmith #spilledink #writerslife #thoughtoftheday #raiseyourvibration #selfgrowth #innerwork #mindfulness #peacewithin #bemindful #intimacy #ceelahjoypoetry
3 0 1 hour ago

I cried until
I had no more tears to shed.
I cried until
I released all the pain
out of my body.
.
When emotional pain becomes
too heavy to bear
it transitions into physically
excruciating pain.
.
I cried
I mourned
I yelled
I screamed
I howled
I called upon God and
I pleaded to him until
he lit the path that I was
meant to walk on.
.
Depression, heartbreak and
loss is not easy to overcome
but if you can gather
yourself to overcome it,
you become a force
to be reckoned with.
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Your healing is worth it.
Your journey is worth it.
Your life is worth living.
You are fu*king worth it.
.
Only you can unleash
the warrior within you.
Only you can create a life
that is beyond your imagination.
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- @iamsairaamjad
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#Poet
#Poetry
#Author
#Speaker
#Coach

I cried until
I had no more tears to shed.
I cried until
I released all the pain
out of my body.
.
When emotional pain becomes
too heavy to bear
it transitions into physically
excruciating pain.
.
I cried
I mourned
I yelled
I screamed
I howled
I called upon God and
I pleaded to him until
he lit the path that I was
meant to walk on.
.
Depression, heartbreak and
loss is not easy to overcome
but if you can gather
yourself to overcome it,
you become a force
to be reckoned with.
.
Your healing is worth it.
Your journey is worth it.
Your life is worth living.
You are fu*king worth it.
.
Only you can unleash
the warrior within you.
Only you can create a life
that is beyond your imagination.
.
- @iamsairaamjad
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#Poet
#Poetry
#Author
#Speaker
#Coach
30 10 1 hour ago

I wish you warmth and peace

I wish you warmth and peace
296 7 1 hour ago

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There is a huge difference between 'want' and 'deserve' .
I pray to God to bless me with everything I deserve not everything that I want because I am aware of the fact that all I want is not the right thing for me.
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There is a huge difference between 'want' and 'deserve' .
I pray to God to bless me with everything I deserve not everything that I want because I am aware  of the fact that all I want is not the right thing for me.
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1,936 34 11 hours ago

We have become so prone to judging people it’s practically normal and it hurts to see this happening because we have been conditioned by society to think that certain looks or clothes are made to be seen as ugly or other things about people that are not necessarily the standard or ideal look also be seen as ugly. I hope that you are kind. I hope that you are learning to push back those thoughts that society has engraved into your mind. I hope you learn that kindness is the best gift you can give to the world.💫

We have become so prone to judging people it’s practically normal and it hurts to see this happening because we have been conditioned by society to think that certain looks or clothes are made to be seen as ugly or other things about people that are not necessarily the standard or ideal look also be seen as ugly. I hope that you are kind. I hope that you are learning to push back those thoughts that society has engraved into your mind. I hope you learn that kindness is the best gift you can give to the world.💫
1,817 31 1 December, 2019
They don't deserve to be with you in your happiness if they leave you alone in sadness.

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